Today was a good day.

MY BABY IS BACK! :)))

So I had a huge dinner at Jeremy's place and watched Scooby Doo with his little cousin Nat while waiting for Jeremy and his mom to come back home from cruise. I was so excited to see him again!

Yes! I finally got my hug! *beams*

Darling got me some nice treats from his trip. A tupperware of sweet desserts(my fave!), a very cute bikini and a sexy green pareo to match with it! I love it! Thanks babe :D

So we cuddled up and he told me bout his trip and showed me photos and videos with his camera. Photos are hilarious! And as he scrolls,

This is when... This is... This is... Oh that's me!... This is where... This is the... Oh that's me again! ...

You should hear him say it, it's so funny! Haha and his self-shots are so cute please.

So on the ride home on the bicycle I told him bout how I screwed up at practice and how disappointed I am at myself. He listened and told me alot of things. And I felt so much better and relieved after that. I also told him bout my bad dream two nights ago! And it actually sounded pretty darn silly when I said it out loud.

J: Tell me bout your bad dream.
Me: Oh... A girl was kissing you! She was in a bikineeeeee *pouts*
J: Huh hahaha silly you, it's only a dream!
Me: She looked like a witch, very evil, but sexy body la.
J: Hahahaha oh. You know they say dreams are the opposite of what will really happen.
Me: So you will be kissing the girl instead?
J: Noooo! How bout you kissing some other guy?
Me: No, I will never do that.
J: Okay, then we have nothing to worry about. Okay? :)

We were having a little retarded conversation there(like we always do haha). Btw it's meant to be funny ha. Oh I refined the convo a little for viewers' pleasure heh heh :)

Hmm I like crazy Jeremy. But sometimes I like the serious and matured Jeremy, esp at times like these :) I think I've come to appreciate all of him. Thanks again babe for listening. And the encouragement. I was kinda surprised actually, prolly cos I haven't seen this side of him for quite some time hehe..

So sometimes in life our efforts may not be recognized, or we just get plain unlucky, or we're just simply not good enough, or maybe all of the above. Yeah the feeling isn't good at all, but I think at this point, it's really all up to me. So obstacles seem to appear in my life, one after another, but then again don't we all feel that way. All I need to do now is find a way around it and keep going forward, towards my destination. I don't wanna be stuck forever.

I thought I was working hard. Guess it's time to work even harder.

Anyways, school starts next week! Surplise surplise!




So glad you're back
I love you so much, every day :)