Dear you

I read what you wrote and I'm very sad that you think that way. Then again what I read felt so familiar to me. I do feel that way sometimes too, but I understand. Everything's so different now. Different schools, different commitments for every one of us. I do try, you know? I don't feel like I have many friends left. In fact, you are the only one whom I can tell anything and everything to because I know you would understand. I understand that you guys are busy with school and other commitments and sometimes when I get really lonely I really wished the two of you would be with me. But you can't. But I know that doesn't mean you guys care any less.

It's not about where you stand. You should know where you stand. We don't even have to promise each other or make pacts or any of those fancy fancy rituals to be "bestfriends forever!" because we're more than that. We understand each other, we know what we've found. I've found a friend in you. Someone who will be there with me on this long and tough journey I have ahead. Someone who will make my days better, no matter how small a difference, no matter that we don't get to meet up that often.

I didn't make empty promises. I keep to my promises. And today, I promised to be at the gym with Jeremy. I'm sorry I had to turn you down and I guess in a way, I did not explain it to you. Hopefully that is why you started having those silly thoughts. Please! Throw them away. I do care, and so does Ling. Don't feel that way anymore.

You know we love you!

Yeebie