My dad was in a very scary mood yest night and today. And it was because of me and my brother. Decided to stay home instead of going shopping with my bestie and church. I hate to see my dad upset and it really made me question myself about a lot of things :( I haven't really been a good daughter have I. I just want to be a good girl.

Sometimes I really wonder how my dad wooed my mum back then. I guess it'll be very interesting to see this side of my dad. But no doubt he loves my mom and cares for her alot. And me and my bro too(even tho we always give him headaches)! I guess I admire my dad's responsibility most and my future husband must be very responsible for his family too! Haha.

I youtubed the whole day today. The Champion! So much eye candy, me like :) I'm so awed by Tioman island too. Jesseca Liu bring me there to dive with you haha! And the show's really cute, go watch it again if you're bored! I also worked on this layout and finally it looks decent. Cheered me up a little there :)

I'm just feeling numb. Numb bout everything. I guess feeling numb is a good feeling to feel cos you don't feel any sadness or anything bad, just nothingness haha.

Swimming and workout tomorrow. I can't wait <3!