I like butterflies. I like bees too.
They sting us but they make really good honey.

Haha just something this little girl said on tv which I found innocently cute :)

My friday was a total surprise. I was feeling sad and pessimistic the whole day. In the end I wrote him a (uberduper long) letter, attached it under the teddy bear's teeshirt and dropped it off at his house before heading to school for CG.

No regrets for going for CG and fellowship! Awesome. When G asked us which area are we trusting God in, I shared that I was trusting God to let me excel in touch. To let me go beyond my limit and see how far I can go, to a new place I've personally never been to. I also felt compelled to share my testimonial bout how I was healed but was quite hesitant at first because well, it's kinda personal and a wee bit gross :) But guess what, towards the end of CG, G kept asking if anyone else had any testimonials to share and I felt that that was my chance to speak and everything just fell nicely into place. Good news should be shared, no? :) Turned out this other friend in CG was going through the same thing as I did and she came and told me bout it after and I think what I shared gave her some hope at least wee. God works in an amazing way doesn't he :)

Supper at Bedok's Blk 85 and we had fun talking and playing some silly games. Made some new friends too and had a good time. Forgot bout being sad and moapy for awhile there.

While on the ride home on Merv's van I received an MMS and my heart melted. For that moment I just wanted to run home and call the sender of that MMS. But I got a shock when I was walking to my lift and that person I was thinking of all along, the whole day, was standing there! With my teddy!

I swear I was so happy I hugged him so tight and it never felt more real. I'm glad things turned out the way they did. I've read his reply to my letter(another paper rolled up under teddy's tee hehe) and I know a lot more bout him now, bout us.

I think as a relationship grows and people change, the relationship will go through many obstacles and that's when it'll be a test of how strong it really is. From what I've experienced, communication and effort is very important to make anything right again(and to keep it that way for as long as possible haha).
I love you sweetheart special special you :)