Hello world I feel like such a loser today.

Right after warm-ups I felt faint and had to sit out. Why do I have to feel like fainting at all the wrong times? :( Anyway have to thank Ruby for sharing her coke with me. Sugar rush baby. I shall take some sugar drinks before trainings next time.

Doctor app went fine today, even saw a fellow TP student at the clinic. I know cos she was wearing a TPSU camp tee. Chatted a little while waiting. And I don't know how it's possible but I lost 1.5kg! Maybe that's where my boobies went haha! (Foong Yumei stop saying I've shrunk.)

On the bus to school the freakiest thing happened. This Indian dude sitting opp me kept smiling and even winking at me! And the bus was quite empty. I was seriously freaked. I finally plucked up my courage,stared him in the eye and gave him the biggest roll of my eyes I could possibly manage. But that didn't stop him it only made it worse. Thankfully 'twas only a few stops phew. Talking bout this some old uncle stared at my chest like it was on sale earlier on at the bus interchange. Like I was giving him the look but he wouldn't know would he he's eyes were busy somewhere else.

Anw back to training. I got there early and there was this reservoir run going on. Cheered the runners on with Nic, Pau and Ting. Training was alright 'cept that I wasn't feeling well. My seniors are really nice they showed so much concern when I wasn't feeling too good and that cheered me up a little :) And during Coach's debrief this frog jumped on my knee eww :( You know I hate frogs. Went home myself feeling a little sad, wonder why.

It's nice to have warm milk to drink on a cold night. But isn't it way nicer to have someone you love pour a cup for you? Love you mommy.


Goodnight world, you're so big and I'm just a tiny dot. I shouldn't be feeling this way.