Yay I can't be happier cause I've got not one not two but THREE novels to have a good time with. YIPEEEYAYA. I absolutely lovelovelove Sandra Brown&Sidney Sheldon. Big fan! Love it when I can just read and forget bout my everything else! Just me, myself, book. Purrrrfect.

I'm feelin' lonely tonight. Heh. Didn't feel like talking much during dinner either. Told my mom I spent alot of money on food today and thatwassit. You know how I don't really like to be alone sometimes because that's when I start to think too much(yes I know, again again). It's annoying! I used to speak to God to chase away the devil but nowadays I find it hard to. Or maybe I just cannot be bothered. Sigh, search me.

I decided not to go for service last sun. I wasn't prepared for the speech coach was going to give me. I know he means the best for me but I don't think anyone knows what I'm going through but me.

Relationships. There isn't a one-way sure-way method for happy long-lasting relationships. Everyone's different! So I'm skeptical to what coach said about... (hmm sorry peeps I don't really wanna share, not now)

That night was so sour yet sweet. I think he's been very strong, up till that very moment when he broke down. I hate to kno that he had that fear in him. If it had been me! That thought scares me. And when I put me into his shoes, I see where those tears come from. Anw after the talk we had we've made our decision.

I'll always be here for you to lean on
to be that special someone nobody else can replace
to wipe away your tears and make you smile again :) (Yes, believe me?)



I know this is so irrelevant but I think the chair's too cute.



I've my insecurities bout myself but some days it just gets much worse than others. Some days I just have zero self confidence(zilch nada nadee nehneepoo zeep). And you know what? God will be my saviour. I just know it somehow.

Haha sorry for the bit of emoing goin' on.

And it's amazing how a song can talk to you at a time when there's nobody else to. Was just browsing songs and then this song tells me I will overcome. It really got me. Yes I will overcome!

Thank you God for speaking to me :)

Have a good tuesday y'll!