been a long time since i've updated. i've been coming home late, dragging myself to take my shower and then just crashing in my bed.

anyway, last week jeremy and i went to this fish spa thing. there's this circular pool where you put your feet inside and these fishes come sucking on them. it was super ticklish, esp if the big fishes come prodding at you. we went all the way to choa chu kang for that. but it wasn't so bad. i got used to the feeling and i just sat there, transfixed, amazed by what the fishes were doing to my feet. it supposedly cures smelly feet and other skin diseases. there were alot attracted to my feet so jeremy said my feet must be super smelly. thanks darling.



we were both starving so we did the most sinful thing ever. the two of us shared a large pizza, garlic bread and chicken wings for dinner. i had fun eating but i almost died the next morning. haha. and i can swear my thighs grew bigger from that.

anyway, i went for ncc's youth service last weekend. pastor chin is such a down-to-earth and unpretentious kinda person. sermon was about failures and how it's never the end of the world, with God. pity i didn't bring my notebook along. met some friends. almost all of them are older, only a few who are sixteen like me. and they're really friendly. like dorothy the girl i met at the door who asked if i just went for a holiday cos i was having a sunburn. haha. and amy who held my hand throughout worship. i guess that time i prayed about alot of things. esp for what was going on at work. i found myself at a loss of words most times so i tried to pray in tongues.

work is becoming more of a bane each day, thanks to you-know-who. i just wish he'd leave me alone. anyway, thanks to claire who blurted out everything to me one day during work. if not for that i probably would still continue being stupid and kept it to myself. if not for that i wouldn't realize that hey, so i'm not the only one going through this.

really appreciated naby and claire for riding down to my place to talk bout it last night, with jeremy as well. no doubt alot of gasps and shocks but at least the truth's out and the person is now given a chance to change. anything's better than this happening to some other staff once i leave. this also shows that we've got to keep our faith in God and keep praying, or the devil will just lead us into our own deep shit.

and i realize what a fool i was to shut jeremy out of it. i had my reasons and i know now i'm wrong. my apologies cos i know it did hurt your feelings.

anyway, had a fantastic dinner at the aranda club today. the dessert was yummy. i love the hot-brownie-with-icecream combo. and recently i tried gloria jean's hot white chocolate which was also yum. and i'm lovin mos burger's fish burger and mussels. my appetite has been really good these days. and yes i'm not thin, i'm curvy. for goodness's sake i've got this huge obvious bum and boobs and thighs and everything. haha. not that i'm complaining(yet). heh.

jeremy got his laptop and i'm so jealous. sorry to say this but he's a techiefreeeak or whatever you call those people. haha:p yeah i love my techieboy. he's been so sweet and endearing through it all and frankly, i'm really glad we came out of this whole hoo-ha as one. i love him.