my head is spinning like some bubble caught in the wind. (wow what a cheem start to my post) let's put the spinning aside at the moment and talk about my day yesterday. it started off very stupidly. woke up to a message on my phone notifying me of my posting results. but was still too groggy to understand the message. haha. felt really hungry so i went to boil an egg and quickly went to change up to go meet jeremy. point: egg. went to his house and was offered breakfast. then i was thinking nah i'm not hungry i just had an egg... no wait, i didn't eat my egg. MY EGG! i totally forgot about it. so i started to panic and his dad was so nice, sent us to my house. we were like crazy people running to the lift. the security guard must have thought we were crazy. thankfully, nothing exploded or caught fire. can you imagine? not two, not three, not four, but one egg. told you it was stupid.

then we detoured and went to this-place-where-people-sign-up-for-driving-licenses. his dad was playing the CD we(yes, we ok) got for him. haha, we were giggling at the back. anyway, jeremy is still too young to start his driving lessons. he only turns 18 on 25 september. kwakwaha.

next stop, east coast! weather was fine, so i was really happy. went to rent rollerblades. 'twas his first time but i thought he wasn't bad at all for a first-timer. we went a fairly big stretch. appreciated him doing it with me even though i know he didn't really like it. hugs!

it started raining so we took a cab to downtown. fell asleep during the ride and woke up in his arms. it's a superb feeling that makes your insides all fuzzy and warm :) had two rounds of pool at this lounge and almost beat him, but i lost both rounds. haha. then he went to the gym while i just lazed by the poolside, watching this chubby boy make tsunamis whenever he jumped into the water. that about sums up my tuesday. fabulous.

worked today and got all the latest gossips(haha i sound like some market aunty). there's something bout what jon said that hit me. the thing about attention. let me share with you my experience with attention. being the eldest child(and girl), i've always received fairly large amount of it from my parents. but i'm lucky as they give me my personal space too, and they don't snoop into my stuff(as i'd like to believe). as a kid i was pretty tall for my age. in kindergarten the teachers favoured the short(sorry) ones cos they're supposedly cuter. so there i was, left feeling very much like an oddball.

however, i would get attention whenever i'm at one place. and that's the coffeeshop! you just have to walk through it and you get so many eyes on you. it's so weird. i guess as puberty hit, i hated going to these weird places, or what i called them back then.

and now, as i'm older, i guess it's a different kind of thing. i guess some people do notice me for my height or my fair skin. especially since i started work. jon pointed that out to me and asked me bout it. i told him as long as they don't bother me i'm fine. and i couldn't care less because the only person i want attention from is none other then the guy in my life right now. seems like when you're in love, all the attention you get can't ever measure up to his alone.

this must be one of the most personal and honest entries i've posted.