i always seem to fail to update when there're alot of things going on in my life. now when i try to think back about everything, my brain seems kinda dull. but i'll try anyway.

attended new creation's sunday service last week. my aunt was late late late and the auditorium was already packed so we were given cushions to sit on. my butt hurted after the first hour. luckily a couple left early and we went to get their seats. pastor prince was good. and they've got great musicians!

i also attended my dear cousin irene's wedding last week. the cousin that played with me when i was young, watched me grow up, gave me advice when i needed it, is married. it's so surreal. there were many things in this wedding that touched me. irene's brother(also my cousin) was emcee for the night. he was nervous but he did a swell job on stage:D just by seeing how seriously he took his sister's wedding touched me. the guy that used to bike and play catching with me is all grownup.

watching my dad and his brothers talking loudly and laughing made me happy too. they're so close. and all of them care for my grandma very much, that i could tell. when you're there to see all of them go on stage and yam seng, you'll know what i mean. the brotherly bond is clear for all to see.

and this i just happened to eavesdrop: my dad telling my mom she looked nice in her dress. just out of the blue during the dinner! and lastly of course, the groom's love for his bride. love love love.


irene with me when i was a little more than 1; she, 12.

in the middle of dinner i checked my phone and got this. burst out laughing there and then. found it funny.




it's not all happy. i'll be stopping work soon because of some complications, which i think was totally unnecessary. i didn't think it would be so bad until i told helen about jeremy and i quitting for good and she became quite upset. i'm gonna miss all of them there! whoever knew you could be good friends with a 48-year-old (hot)mom? whoever knew you could have such a fun time at work, and enjoy some good music as well. then again, whoever knew the person i'd trusted and respected could disappoint me? why! the more i think about it the sadder i am. but i gotta thank jeremy for being there to guide me, and putting a stop to it. before things got out of control. i'm glad i told him. anyway, my conscience was long bugging me to. 'twas just a matter of time. but i've gotta really say, how very disappointed i am. and how scary the world can get. but as helen says, nobody is perfect and we've got to forgive. anyway, thanks baby:) if not for you, i'd probably still be stuck in that mess.

went bicycling on tuesday! jeremy's suggestion. but we kept stopping cos somebody kept complaining the bicycle seat hurted his manhood. haha oops:p and he climbed the huge spiderweb with me although i know he's very afraid of heights. that was cute. hugs! then i got kinda pissed at him for some silly reason i cannot remember and rode way in front of him. this silly guy came catching up at the back and he shouted to every person we rode past 'i love her'. just something silly and oh-so sweet i've got to write down because i know otherwise i'll forget. :)

also, got to catch up with my girlfriends and sister willy. he's flying off to australia to start his studying soon. all the best to you and may we all grow taller and taller and taller! :) (and to the forever-not-online huiling, we want our pictures pretty please?)

today is jeremy's ah ma's birthday! so i got off at 5 and made my way down for dinner with his family at balithai. was drinking water like mad cos all the dishes are so spicy! then jeremy gave his ah ma his 'present' and i was like go on, hug hug hug! and he hugged her! awww. i also made an observation during dinner. all of them have got the same nose. haha;)

jeremy please take good care of yourself. can we do our 10pm again this time? and again, thank you for being there for me. nobody else would understand what i was going through.. i love you! see you when i get back! and to my girls, if you guys read this, take care and enjoy school!

i rest my peace in You. God bless everyone :)