it was frrrrreeeeeezing at work today. for some reason the air con was going on at full blast and everyone was seeking the warmth from the coffee machine. haha how desperate. i was so cold my insides felt all frozen and stiff. and what a contradiction when you look outside the glasswalls into the sunny skies. absolutely terrifying, and the rooftop looked so tempting. well everyone was pretty much in a good mood today. maybe cause we were all wearing pink. ha! helen kept saying i must have took some happy pills today. if only! if only she knew the reason i was laughing to myself the whole time was because that silly face she'd made when she was telling me bout her camera joke kept popping up in my head. and no one knew chow yun fat dated helen before! my line 'you learn something bizzare every day' stands true. that woman ah. her life is so wild please. anyway, by the time it was almost time to close, everyone was feelin' a little bonkers already. the cold must have given us all a brain freeze. talked to jialin by the singapore river while waiting for my dad. she's nice to talk to. but i always feel like a giant standing next to her. haha.

yesterday's sermon was great. what pastor lambert said really related to my personal life in some way. and coincidentally(maybe not), it was the same for biling. she shared her story with me afterwards and about how God has spoken to her. i just looked blankly at her and told her i've been praying but i've yet to experience God speaking to me. she told me that God has already spoken to me through pastor lambert. and it totally hit me. how silly of me not to have realized that.

i'm looking forward to wednesday because wednesday means pay day! this time i'm gonna be organized.

oh, and i wish there were really such things as happy pills.