thank you jeremy, for everything you've done, given and taught me. for this one year and a month together with you was not a smooth ride, but there's no fun if everything's smooth is there. this time, last year, we were madly in love and quite uncertain. this time, this year, i think our relationship has grown so much more and remained strong. actually, most times i feel that i'm the weak one but we are strong. i used to think i only had to be good enough for myself and that's good enough for me. i've changed alot and i guess i'm not so self-centred anymore. i now know that feeling of sharing your happiness, sadness and doubts with someone who'll be there for you on earth like nobody else will, and it's great. i'm a very lucky girl to have found you, to be the one who saw you for who you are inside. i discovered a person, a soulmate whom i can tell my everything to. i didn't know it was possible to feel so comfortable with someone else. i remembered the time you brought me an extra shirt cause i was all wet from the rain. it was the first time i felt touched by someone's gesture. then there was the time when i had a terrible fight with my parents and felt really low. you totally surprised me by leaving candy at my doorstep. how sneaky, but did you know, i smiled at a time when it seemed so impossible to. and your reassuring hugs and shoulder to cry on. your care and concern never seems to run dry. i just want to tell you i've never taken advantage of any of it and never will. in fact, i appreciate it, every single day. there must have been a reason you were meant to be in my life and i'm so thankful. i'm sorry if i've not been in the best of moods these days. thank you for sticking it through with me and wearing a smile although i could feel what you were really feeling inside. there was no intention to hurt you in any way. you've been the most patient, good-tempered and best listener all rolled into one. a very rare trait in a guy if you ask me. you're the best and i'm the luckiest. sad things aside, don't forget all the happy and crazy times we'd together. we can overcome anything together ok. i don't want to ever doubt you again because i know you love me. and do you know darling, that i love you too.

yeebie