now i possibly love going to my grandma's place. what's not to love when there's great food, great company, great fun! did some mugging there in the morning with vic and bran while my aunts were making mooncakes! when we finished our work we went to join in the fun too. i made two! mine wins vic's hands-down. his is mushy.


looks good huh?

then we kinda let loose and started dancing crazy some indian-inspired dance moves. lmao. released some endorphins i s'pose. then tried to cheer brandon up cos he was like lookin really depressed when his mom made him do math. he was just sitting at a corner eating peanuts non-stop and staring into space @_@. he hates math even more than i do and he told me he was hopeless in it. i know how he feels.. that feeling. we're both like kinda going through the same thing. you're not alone! wish my aunt could be a tad more encouraging tho. it makes all the difference.

my aunt's friend(the baker pro) told me about this job thing at the coming food fair at expo. selling seaweed(tao kae noi?) or something. i know it sounds funny but the pay's like an unbelievable $200 a day! i'd definitely go if not for the fact that we'd be having our o's during the fair. it sounds like fun and of course, the pay! and i'll be missing forbidden city as well. the sacrifices we've to make.. but they'd definitely be worth it i guess.

came across this while reading cleo. thought it was quite meaningful so shall share it with you guys. did you know that letting someone get away with calling you an insulting name is actually self-abuse? and so is believing that you're fat/ugly/stupid. i've never thought about it that way before! self-abuse is actually happening in our lives more often then we think. i won't deny i've looked down on myself before, and even let some people get away with making fun of me a few years back. no one deserves to be made to feel small or lousy. yes! we've gotta stand up for ourselves. loving myself may be tough but self-destruction would be tougher to handle for sure. so i am gonna love myself(like good mild narcissm, if there's such a thing). no hating, only improving :)

someone who's confident and comfortable the way she is. sounds way more appealing than a perfect but unhappy person. working towards the first.


i am special and i love me. ♥ yourself!