...is at the esplanade tonight!

caught the fireworks display at marina bay, despite the both of us being so uber tired already. nobody else was interested to go, but it'd have been so much funner if more people went. the display was ok. quite fantastic. green yellow orange red gold sparks. and im going madness for singapore national day theme songs right now. i so wanna go for the real parade tomorrow. oh man. i know it's just gonna be great fun. huiling and seri, must enjoy!

yumei forgot to get her she's the man disc back from me so it ended up being watched by jem and i first(sorry girl;) it's such a funny show. i like! but it stopped working fine halfway(damn). and i totally slept all the way through the ghost movie. my apologies jeremy! leaving you alone to watch it. i was like why didn't you wake me up? and he was gave me that incredulous look. i tried to, about a 1000 times! haha. im'a pig.. and a sleepy one at that :op

nd celebration in school was ok. class had fun taking photos and watching naufal play with the disgusting black curly wig and then climbing up the tree. that guy is really crazy. he freaked mrs chua out. she was saying something bout being uncomfortable with black wigs and trees during the seventh month. laughs.

trust.

i realized that we shouldn't always think about how much we can trust another person, but ought to also think how much other people can trust us. some doubt others because they've been hurt before, but mostly, it's because they themselves cannot be trusted. the human mind is incredible - too incredible, in fact - that we're capable of so many things. good things aside, some people use this amazing brain power to steal, scheme, manipulate and destroy.

life's a vicious cycle. you do something to someone and you think hey no big deal but when someone else does the same thing to you you feel terrible. that's when you actually realize, hey i've done that before. now i know what it feels like. and then maybe, you reevaluate.

karma?

glad to say the bigger things i've got in my life are not in any way 'gotten' through 'ill means'. things like friendships and love. maybe that's why i take things a wee bit seriouser. well maybe? this is so random but just look at the celeb world. it's chaotic. men and women succumb to temptation, get married 10 times, get divorced 50 times, cheat on their lovers, starve themselves stupid, and the poor children. and the world is changing with it. the world is going mad.

i know, i'm being silly thinking about this. i just wonder what the world will be like in a couple of decades. or maybe just years. cause well, i'll most probably still be living in it.

maybe the real question is, will i be changing with the world?

will you?

anyway it feels good knowing i won't have to wake up at 6 tomorrow. 6 is seriously an inhuman time to wake up. for me anyway. goodnight!

send us to the stars tonight