i love saturday nights. because it's usually on saturday nights when i'm free. yipee. okay so when i'm unbusy and alone i tend to just think alot. like maybe... reflect. yes, reflect!

okay first. i had a great night yesterday. really. i think 'twas priceless. i won't go into details but it's a totally different feeling. its the kind of mornings i'd love to wake up to, all the time :)

somehow, i feel like i'm getting spiritually enlightened more these days. from books, shows i've watched and from the people around me. haha that's a good thing right. working towards becoming a better person. and i've come to realize some things. like jealousy. i'll confess that i used to feel quite jealous about someone. whenever i see her i'll just start feeling really bad about myself. said girl even appeared once in my dreams! it happened for quite awhile until i realized the importance of loving myself. everyone is different and everyone, no matter how lousy you think you are, there's something in YOU that makes YOU worthy. because you've got to love yourself before you'll know how to love others, or allow others to love you. comparing and finding faults in others just makes you a bitter and deluded person. and yes, self-confidence. it's a great feeling!(and sexy too;)

and oh, i almost got myself into deep shit again. i guess being sneaky does come in handy once in awhile :/ havin an understanding teacher helps too. i won't let these stupid things bring me down. funny how i still manage to laugh and be crazy even on a bad day. maybe cos i got infected by hl's radiating positive charges. and feeling moody is no fun! i know what its like to be around a moody person and it's scary.

time's gonna get tough(if not tougher). am i even prepared to take the prelims? and friends. you think you know your friends well enough, but you find out you actually don't. that's sad. anyway to those who listened as friends should, i really cant thank you enough. it's great to know there're still people around who care and love you the way you are :{D



playing with photobucket's Bucketstrip. fun! click on the arrows like many times really fast. it's like my face's doing a dance. haha, insane.

whoopeedopeedopeedooo.

jerem, each day gets better with you around :D