the march holidays are over. the CO performances are also over. just when i was starting to really enjoy myself..

to be honest.. i don't really enjoy performing for an audience and neither am i a natural on stage or whatever. in fact i do get stage frights. probably hate the attention as well.. but performing can be fun when you're doing it with such a big group of friends. and at a concert theatre as well, which just makes it quite cool.

the first major concert i took part in was the swirl concert 2 years back at victoria theatre.we were juniorest of the lot then and i was awed by many many things. the building, the big stage and the "grandeur" of it all. i even remember the group of us sec 2s going to the water fountain outside before the concert started and did that group hi-five thing. haha!

and now we're the seniorest of the lot already. hmm... how time really really flies. anyway, i had fun at this concert, and possibly it might be my last? no doubt co has changed a lot from the beginning when i joined till now but yeah.. i still do believe we can. and i think ding lao shi is one great woman actually.

and yeah i think NAFA has amazing backstage dressing rooms. very very cool light bulbs mirrors and toilets. hahaha.. but i so do miss them already. haha.. oh yes.. thanks to the friends who came to support.. <3s

so i guess.. speech day perf's the last before we really step down from our ccas. mr tan asked me how did it feel to be "free". what can i say.. i've always been having alot of mixed feelings about co. i think we have a love-hate relationship kinda thing. haha. but nevertheless, i'm thankful for a lot of things... hmm..:)

on the bus trip to NAFA with ms ho on saturday, she told me some things about JC and all.. i've been doing a little thinking.. and i do hope to get into a college after o's and take up some arts subjects. i think it's time to do something i'm really interested in.. before its too late to even regret.. to hell with pure sciences...

watched the notebook. i looove it. i love rachel mcadams.

busy busy school days. wish me luck people;)